Could you love this bastard child, though I don't trust you to provide?

I’ve got faith in the bank and money in my heart
I’ve got a calloused place where your ring used to be, my love

I’ve traded naked and unashamed
for a better place to hide
for a righteous mask, a suit of fig leaves and lies

I thought the cattle on a thousand hills
was not enough to pay my bills
and i fell in love with those who proved me wrong
and now i want a broken heart

Now there’s a great pad lock
on the place where i was free
and I'm feeling bad from swallowing that key

now i work real hard but i mostly call in sick
of a broken back from the ground fighting back at me

I cannot look you in the eye
so i check the knots on my disguise
‘cause i fell in love with fashion in the dark
and now I want a broken heart

I’ve got alibis for every crime
a substitute to do my time
‘cause Your heart breaks enough on both our parts
so now i want a broken heart